So Where Is The Truth?

My teacher always say they never ever had a pupil like me. “So talented” but so not giving a fuck. I always here “I never met someone like you” and sometimes they say “what’s up with you being so unwilling to do something for school? you could be really good if you just do a little bit!” But I don’t consider myself as “so talented”. I think I’m stupid. Stupid when it comes to life. I’m too weak for living. My “talent” is buried in weakness. And hate.

I’m feeling fine. Hope this never ends, but depression will hit me again.